Thursday, 29 October 2009

I was walking along the corridor today when I happened to overheard a conversation. It wasn't meant to be heard, but they weren't talking very discreetly either. So the topic was about this girl who broke up with her bf... blah blah blah, and the story goes on.

When it came to the point when the girl said, actually when we got together, we didn't really like each other. Her friend was like, "Then why? No choice?" I was thinking, to me, it seems more like a convenience since her reason was, "We share the same clique of friends mahs, then like that loh."

Haha. Pretty random, yeah. So why am I writing this. Cause this conversation sparks my thoughts on the topic, 'Choices'.

But I was thinking, Life is full of Choices. Many a time, you hear people saying 'I've got no choice', 'It is not my choice', etc. Then whose choice was it? Did someone forced you to get out of bed in the morning, and you can hear people complaining - My mum kept nagging at me, so I came just in order to shut her up. But can your mum really force you out of bed, wash you, put on clothes for you, and pull you all the way to school, if you were really determined not to go school on that day?
'I haven't a choice' - convenient, isn't it?

This is definitely an easy way out without having to carry the burden on your shoulders. When something happened, just push the blame away and once again use the same old reason.

Somehow or another, you did made your own choices either consciously or sub-consciously. You were given many choices. Did you choose them carefully? Or did you just simply, very conveniently shut the other choices out of your mind and said, 'I've got no choice'...

I dun wish to be everything to everyone, how I wish to be something to someone.
♥ 15:07



Tuesday, 27 October 2009

Went to celebrate Ms Cheng's birthday celebration after routine training last saturday.
Check out the pictures. (:



Ms Cheng was being forced by us to wear this funny looking specs all the way from SJAB Room to the main gate. Luckily she was spared from wearing it all the way to White Sands. LOL



Poor Ms Cheng, kena forced to eat this digusting looking thing made by KaiXin who was still so proud of it -.-



SMC group photo :D


After we parted with the rest, Jasmine pulled me to Bata to see her school shoes. Then a random thought just came to my mind and I asked NC2 if they wanna watched movie. Haha. Out of nowhere. Lol. So we travelled down to DTE to check out movie times, we end up watching 'Love Happens'. (:



Nice show. It's a good choice we made after not visiting the cinemas for like months...
Alright, now I'm gonna come up with a movie checklist.
1. The Ugly Truth
2. Imagine That
3. The proposal
4. 500 Days of Summer

and the list goes on... Lol. Must wait for me to go think about what movie I wanna watch first. Haha.

UT1 is coming! Ahhh. Screwed.

I dun wish to be everything to everyone, how I wish to be something to someone.
♥ 16:25



Sunday, 4 October 2009

Finally, after like 1 week? Hmm... make it 2, MY PP IS COMPLETED!!
All the report, the header, footer, whatever.
Whoosh, all of a sudden I feel so much lighter. Haha. Cause a heavy burden is like off my shoulders. Completed it like right before school starts tomorrow? Lol.
I haven't even had a proper chance to enjoy my holidays and now it's over. -.-
Definitely still very much in holiday mood!
The only wish I have now is to go watch movie. It's been a long time since I stepped into a cinema. Just finished watching 'Take The Lead', the show is at least a few years back. When I was in Sec 3? I wanna catch the August Rush as well, must find time!

Been awhile since I updated. So many things I wanna share.
My trip to Thailand. My birthday. Etc.
But, I'm just that lazy. Haha

So school is starting tomorrow, and I promised to sleep by 12am. I'm gonna break it again. Haha.
My new assigned class is E55H. I seems to have a affinity with 5H. My year 1 sem 1 class was also W45H. Lol. Lets see how my class turns out tomorrow huh. Cross my fingers and hope my classmates are nice people :)
It seems that as I grow older, the feeling that school is resuming doesn't excites me as much. Especially when RP has this rule which requires us to change class every semester. It has become more of a habit for us. Hence, school opening is not so much of a big fuss anymore. It's like just when you think you are closer to your friends, next minute, boom... you guys change class. You will have a new set of friends, they will have theirs. Then you will start to get distant.
Sighs. And this will happen 6 times through your 3 years in RP.

Guess there both good and bad to it. It's just a matter of perspective.
My aim next semester. GPA 3.5
Not greedy right. Aim 3.5 first, can hit then we aim higher. Haha. Lol :D

I dun wish to be everything to everyone, how I wish to be something to someone.
♥ 23:33



Thursday, 27 August 2009

I'm not sure why I'm blogging now as well. Since I'm supposed to be in school by 9am tomorrow. Which means, waking up at 7.30am latest and out of the house by 8am.

Just finished all 4 papers, and I'm not free at all! While other friends of mine are starting to enjoy holidays. I still have my Thailand trip programs to settle and super lots of stuffs not done! Like cleaning up my room, which have been looking in a horrendous state since I've no idea when. Clearing my wardrobe as it's equally messy. Getting all the necessary items ready for my trip. All this HAVE to be done before I even leave for my trip, which is on 1st Sept, in about 5 days time? Last saturday, I was in SJAB's room, and we started talking about KaiXin having 3 home now -.- Lol. And I said, it would be fun trying to move house every week. Haha. KX & Jas was showing me the... 'are you sadistic or what' face. Yeah, I suppose. I can't even manage my own room, moreover so many homes -.-

There's so many thing I wanna do after exams. It's all planned, but too bad, I just have to wait till I'm back from Thailand. Shopping is a MUST! Meeting up with Leeying, have to also. Haven't seen her for ages. Catch a movie... The proposal? G.I. Joe?
Start planning for campssss... My hike - faints*

Was look at Jas's blog, and saw this Mary-Lynette and Ash thingy. It's talking about soulmates. Heh? What's wrong with her. Lol. Anyway, went to check it out and, the whole chunk of information doesn't make sense to me. I guess my mind is not processing already. Actually, it's pretty obvious I'm in stoning stage now. The article talks about the 3 experience we may have to meet our soulmates, and Rule #3 caught my attention... When you are soulmates with someone and you don't want to be. Like how? Is that even possible when the term "Soulmates" have already been mentioned?
You can check it out if interested. Click on me :)


P.S. If at any point, you find that this post is not talking sense, I'm probably just not right in the mind. I'm super tired. I feel like sleeping, but at the same time, I don't - Ironic? There's these 2 figure in my head talking.

Angel: You're tired.
Demon: I still can hold on.
Angel: Don't be stubborn. Just go and sleep.
Demon: It's alright, you still can take it. There are still things you have to do.
Angel: Like what?
Demon: .....

Whatever. I'm ending here.

I dun wish to be everything to everyone, how I wish to be something to someone.
♥ 00:21



Friday, 14 August 2009

I'm suffering from insomnia, once again!
And the funny thing is, I seem to wake up earlier the later I sleep.
Actually I planned to sleep at like 12 midnight yesterday.
But don't know why, I just wasn't able to fall asleep until 3am in the morning -.-

Today, I managed to reach school at 8.30am? (My lessons starts at 9.15am, mind you)
For the past 2-3 weeks, I have either been reaching on the dot. Afew mins later or at most, afew mins earlier. Lol.
I think today quite miracle arh.
It's like my body is tune already. Cannot be late for the last few days of school?!

My UT3 schedule is out.
2 of my exams days are like 8.30am, and I've to reach by 8.15am. Nice?
Like how am I gonna do it.
I don't even come to school so early for lessons. Sians.

I am freaking tired now!!
I think I'll just start stoning anytime now...
I just pray very very hard today's lesson is not difficult.
And the faci won't expect too much from us.
Most importantly, END LESSON EARLY :D

I dun wish to be everything to everyone, how I wish to be something to someone.
♥ 08:54



Friday, 7 August 2009

Hey peeps, I am back after a long self-declared hiatus. Haha.

The time now is 11.22am, and I'm in class listening to my facilitator chanting? Lol.
While my sister is happily enjoying her 2 hours celebration in school (I think she should be home by now), I'm stuck in school till 9pm today?! -.- Total sianness.

Worse, I think I going to have to give my Sierra outing a miss. Double sians! They planned to go YouWei's house today. Heh? I also don't know why. Haha. But it sounds fun. Initially, I thought my meeting will end at 7pm, who knows it's actually a 4 hours meeting, starting from 5pm!? Hopefully they will end early, say at 8pm, so I can at least join them for an hour or something. Must ask everyone to cooperate, then fast fast finish :)

I have decide to partial yesterday and went to cwp instead. Haha. Me & Liwen. Was hestitating, but I still can afford to pon this module. Hope this would make me gulity and gives me more motivation to study harder and score for my UT3... Its coming in 1 and a half weeks time. -.- Went for pasta :) Super super long never eat already. Something to be happy about, next monday no school! Yes. Thinking if I wanna take a break on Tuesday as well. Haha. But then again, my marketing grades is like SHIT.

I am sick and tired of being sick! From, sore throat to fever to cough, and now flu?! Seriously, why are the illness pestering me, coming one after another. Sians. There's so many things I can't eat :( and I'm coughing like there's no tomorrow.

Super happy I manage to finish planning all my games. I had 2 sets of games to plan. Junco, and H.O.P.E. But, as usual, I think is fail one lohhs. But go back edit and improve. Was planning last night while watching "This is my home". Half the time, I don't know what was going through my mind. ZzzZz. Wonder how in the world I manage to come up with all the games.

I'm off for my lunch. Hungryyyyy...

P.S. I want to watch Harry Potter. Alright, its a need. Lol.

Signing off :]

I dun wish to be everything to everyone, how I wish to be something to someone.
♥ 11:21



Monday, 20 July 2009

Feel like blogging.
But I just can't seems to pen anything down. :(
Although so much have happened over the past week,
My mind is in total blankness now.


Tiffany needs her sleep!

I dun wish to be everything to everyone, how I wish to be something to someone.
♥ 14:43